Well its just a premonition, but I feel very strongly that its going to be a very big year for Capricorns. I just be manifesting my personal rise to greatness and freedom from bondage, but I feel compelled to let it be known that this year is going to be filled with great things. Good fortune and luck. Health wealth and happiness. Today, January 23rd, 2021, "This afternoons may be a day of simply getting all the chores done and doing your duty. You may be undecided about how you wish to spend your free time and could easily be coaxed into doing anothers' bidding. The potential is there for you to put yourself first if you wish. "
Ha. I do wish. As a matter of fact I do wish to put myself first. I have had a rough year just like everyone else. And I sympathize with people, I really do. But I believe the sooner we release our grasp on how awful 2020 was, the sooner we can fully experience the vibrancy of now. Today is truly the only reprieve we have and I want to have more todays just like everyone does. I'm ready to take care of business. As a result of the pandemic and widespread caution and fear, I have reduced my interaction beyond the house even more. I still work, just two days a week. I have classes, but they are all online. And I have always been a loner anyway. I realized this when the quarantine and "stay-at-home" order went into effect, but I had to make almost no lifestyle changes whatsoever.
Its great that now everybody wants to be distant from others in public. I have never like a bunch of people being in my personal space anyway so great. And we aren't supposed to be hugging or shaking hands. That's also great because I have always been sort of a germaphobe and don't like touching peoples hands anyway. I know where they've been. Essential trips only. Some of us had top redefine essential. Some had to define only. I like it this way. The important thing here I'm trying to say is that I need to worry about my damn self and then other things will fall into place.
Stay Sober. Don't pick up no matter what.
Eat like a grown ass adult. No more starving yourself. No more smoking cigarettes instead of eating because its cheaper and helps us stay thin. Three meals a day. That's what I got in jail and I can do at least that well.
Exercise. Just show up and get your heart pumping and blood flowing for an hour. or casually do a couple hundred push-ups. But do SOMETHING. And don't beat yourself up when you don't do it. Just do it!
Don't be a selfish asshole. Talk to your family and ask how people are doing. Hold the door for people. use your manners. Even when they are rude. Use your manners. Its not their fault, remember?
So atta'boy! and keep it moving along. Its gonna be a big year.
